I am so scared and broken-hearted that my husband is dying.
I am so scared watching my husband deteriate so quickly.
He has terminal stage 4 lung cancer,it has spread into his brain,neck and cheek,4th and 5th ribs,chest wall and vertabrae.
He is having palliative treatment.
Had radiation on his head and now into the 4th cycle of oral chemo.
It is an honour caring for him but sometimes I doubt myself and if I am doing the right thing for him..he gets angry with me if I suggest anything but allows others to help him.
I feel helpless sometimes,just wanted to connect with other carers and share my fears.